I began this series for the Paper Quilt Exhibition in Lawrence, MA by thinking of all the medical papers I have filed away from the past five years all numbers, charts and graphs attempting to explain that which remains a mystery. The documents mean everything and nothing. What is the visual manifestation of these medical documents? Needles, injectable hormones, radiographs of my body all of which become ghostly blue recordings.
Like Louise Bourgeois who talks about taking the fear out of something by making it I want to take the loss and sadness out of this experience. My photograms are a homage to Felix Gonzalez-Torres (who faced medical records of far more dire consequence than I) and his power to transcend loss.